Much is being revealed to us, very slowly information is disclosed that has been known to the privileged few since a long time! The first I read about this was over 40 years ago! Technology helps with research and proof! Read for yourself without judging. If you think we, our human species, are only a few thousand years old, you can think again its more like hundreds of thousands! And if you think we always looked the same, you can think again too. Many civilizations have come and gone off the face of the earth, many of them more advanced and more civilized than we are.
12 June 2016
This might be interesting for you. A little scary perhaps but it seems this is the reality of things to come. Many sic fi movies have been preparing us for this, and some of this is already in existence now. Keep an open mind, take it with a pinch of salt and a dash of humour. Our world today is so far away from what it was for our parents, so why would we think that the next generations will continue with life as it is for us today? Enjoy.
It’s been a while since I posted last, for a good reason. One of my three daughters passed away earlier this year (the big C) which left me traumatised, I felt as if a part of me had died with her. Although we knew it was coming it was a shock for me and her two sisters when she actually died. I have a very close bond with my three daughters. I found it very hard to connect with everyday life, to sleep or to focus on anything. I allowed myself to grieve and still am really, it comes and goes like dark heavy waves of deep sadness, accompanied with a pain in my chest that makes it difficult for me to breathe. I withdrew inwards and neglected all my commitments, that suddenly had no meaning for me any more. I just did not care. My only contact was with my two daughters and my son in law, at first, then after a few months, with close family members, other than that I had no wish to socialise or to speak with anyone else. Very slowly now I am waking up, and very slowly trying to pick up my life again, seeing a few close friends, on and off going to the gym, or taking my usual walks by the lake. I am forcing myself to make an effort. They say time will heal. I doubt that. I think this pain, this void inside me, will stay with me forever. For a couple of months I did all the stuff that I should not do. I was very aware of that. I spent most of the days alone, I watched TV for many long hours like a zombie, which depressed me even more. I ate junk food which made me feel awful as I put on weight, I stopped going to the gym, did not go out for walks or fresh air and I was great at lying to my two daughters when they phoned assuring them that I was just fine. I did not answer any other calls, forget emails etc. I pulled myself together when I saw my daughters, pretending to be strong for a few hours, then back again to being alone at home and to my sloppy ways. I let myself go telling myself it’s OK I must allow myself to grieve, the only way I know how. I lit candles for my daughter and spoke to her constantly. No I have not lost my marbles, I just miss her and I really wonder whether she can hear me at all! We think we know so much and yet we know nothing really. Nothing about life after death no matter who says what, no one really knows. One is here lives a full life with all the drama, and then you’re gone! Just like that! I lost my parents over two decades ago, and a younger brother about the same time, yet this is so different for me. For the first time I had the revelation that we really know nothing. So I bless her soul, I wish her to be happy wherever she might be as I spend hours thinking about our life, with me as her mother, and how she enriched my life as my daughter. She was happily married for over 25 years and had no kids. She was a singer and the last two months of her life she lost her voice, she literally could not speak. So she communicated with us in writing. And she was in good spirits and at peace with herself, with us, and with her maker, right up to the end.
Now five months after, I shall have to come back to the reality of life as we are experiencing it now and as I surf the web and really follow the news about our world I don’t know where to begin to share what exactly with you! Is it about the flat earth theory?! or about the immigrants and the systematic destruction of western Europe? about religions and Islam specifically which is spreading like a virus? about the extinction of the human race or about humans colonising another planet? or about robots and cyborgs? or about Trump being the US President? What a nightmare! I know that there are also good news, that many good people are constructive and doing many good deeds but one has to look hard to find the good news. I wonder why that is. You see with all my wisdom and all my knowledge, my lifelong spiritual work and meditations etcetera I am as vulnerable as everybody else. I am being overpowered with the negativity of our world. I have been shaken to the core by my latest traumatic experience. But we have to face our reality and not live in denial always being politically correct. I don’t see how that can help.
I think that I have found just the right video on youtube that I would like to share with you. See my next post……
12 June, 2016
Hidden treasures revealed in Afghanistan
From the Culture of War to the Culture of Peace! It is time to think out of the box and to see beyond the crap we are fed by the media. Here are two videos that explain what the fighting is all about in Afghanistan. So much is being hidden from the public eye but thanks to the internet very slowly everything is being revealed. We just need to be interested, to take away our focus from TV programs that turn us to passive zombies and consumer machines. It is really high time to wake up. Over 10 years ago I visited a Mystery Park near Interlaken in Switzerland belonging to Erich van Denizen. Unfortunately its closed now, but at the time, I was able to buy several very interesting books in their bookshop, ex: Chariots of the Gods, Viana Aircraft of Ancient India and Atlantis, etc. Watch these 2 videos for yourself, have an open mind, and think what if its all true. What does it mean for humanity? I for one definitely believe it is all true because I’ve been reading and following and informing myself through many channels, spiritual, scientific, history, and more. The internet now makes it so easy for us to educate ourselves, if only we have the patience, the curiosity and to make an effort to use our brains. We need to use our intelligence because there is a whole lot of nonsense on the net as well, so we need to be able to recognize what is true or what has at least a seed of truth and what is poppycock! I also believe that there is always a seed of truth in every Myth.
Secret 5000 Year Old Vimana Found!
BAFTA award winning producer and director of documentary Indias Daughter. Leslie Edwin
Remember the horrific story of a gang raped medical student a young woman on a bus in Delhi India? This is what this documentary is about. Watch this interview with Leslee Edwin. I have to share this with everyone and please do share with all your friends.
I don’t think that India has a monopoly on rape. Rape is sadly prevalent in every society on every level amongst the rich and the poor the educated and the uneducated. More often than not rape, sex abuse and sexual violence ‘s swept under the carpet and in some cultures ironically it’s the victim who gets punished while the rapist goes free! It would seem to me that the majority of men worldwide are much less evolved i.e. unable to control their sex drive making them not much better than animals if not worse. Plus the problems of cultures and religions and outdated beliefs that reduce the status and the value of women in general where these sad specimens of men that women are put on earth to tend to their needs and pleasures. i.e. their slaves. And the fact that punishment for rapists is inappropriate and much too mild but then how can it be different when it is men who lay down the laws!
Here’s an article about Rape and Sexual Assault by John Schmidt starts with ‘In the United States, someone is raped or sexually assaulted every two minutes……’
Excerpt from http://www.goodreads.com/quotes/tag/rape
How do you feel about this?
2016 Full of Joys Abundance Prosperity Love Warmth Courage and Spirit! I hardly know anyone around me on all levels who does not have a sad story of suffering to tell one way or another including myself. We are all indeed living in complete pandemonium! As much as some lost souls are determined to demolish and raise havoc in our world, on the other side of the scale are those beautiful souls, both young and old, who are just as resolved and unwavering in their courageous attempts to create and share love kindness and generosity of spirit. It is our own personal decision as to which side of the scale we are on. This goes for all of us as we live our daily individual lives with every thought, with every word, with every action we take beginning with our nearest and dearest at home.
Today I came across this website about The Human Library which I’d like to share with you. What a brilliant idea I thought. I have great admiration for creative people who come up with these fresh fantastic unprecedented ideas! In my younger years where there was no television, forget about internet, I had an aunt who was a great story teller, and once a week we, two or three families, gathered together, and we children sat around on the floor to listen to a fairy tale from the thousand and one nights series. I loved those evenings when we squealed with delight at magicians and demons, giants and genies, enjoyed a world of fantasy where all the impossible was possible and best of all when everything ended happily ever after. I love books and I love libraries and I love this idea. Trust the Danish to come up with innovative ideas. There’s something about those northern countries, me thinks they have a formula for good living, that we all can learn from. Hey maybe you can start something like this in your hometown.
7 January 2016
Here’s a video that might be of interest to you. It’s Drunvalo Melchizedek talking about God, Kundalini and the Flower of Life, about creation, feelings and geometry. Find the time, get a cup of coffee or tea, relax and listen.