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A Personal Message

It’s been a while since I posted last, for a good reason. One of my three daughters passed away earlier this year (the big C) which left me traumatised, I felt as if a part of me had died with her. Although we knew it was coming it was a shock for me and her two sisters when she actually died. I have a very close bond with my three daughters. I found it very hard to connect with everyday life, to sleep or to focus on anything. I allowed myself to grieve and still am really, it comes and goes like dark heavy waves of deep sadness, accompanied with a pain in my chest that makes it difficult for me to breathe.  I withdrew inwards and neglected all my commitments, that suddenly had no meaning for me any more. I just did not care. My only contact was with my two daughters and my son in law, at first, then after a few months, with close family members, other than that I had no wish to socialise or to speak with anyone else. Very slowly now I am waking up, and very slowly trying to pick up my life again, seeing a few close friends, on and off going to the gym, or taking my usual walks by the lake. I am forcing myself to make an effort. They say time will heal. I doubt that. I think this pain, this void inside me, will stay with me forever. For a couple of months I did all the stuff that I should not do. I was very aware of that. I spent most of the days alone, I watched TV for many long hours like a zombie, which depressed me even more. I ate junk food which made me feel awful as I put on weight, I stopped going to the gym, did not go out for walks or fresh air and I was great at lying to my two daughters when they phoned assuring them that I was just fine. I did not answer any other calls, forget emails etc. I pulled myself together when I saw my daughters, pretending to be strong for a few hours, then back again to being alone at home and to my sloppy ways. I let myself go telling myself it’s OK I must allow myself to grieve, the only way I know how. I lit candles for my daughter and spoke to her constantly. No I have not lost my marbles, I just miss her and I really wonder whether she can hear me at all! We think we know so much and yet we know nothing really. Nothing about life after death no matter who says what, no one really knows. One is here lives a full life with all the drama, and then you’re gone! Just like that! I lost my parents over two decades ago, and a younger brother about the same time, yet this is so different for me. For the first time I had the revelation that we really know nothing. So I bless her soul, I wish her to be happy  wherever she might be as I spend hours thinking about our life, with me as her mother, and how she enriched my life as my daughter. She was happily married for over 25 years and had no kids. She was a singer and the last two months of her life she lost her voice, she literally could not speak. So she communicated with us in writing. And she was in good spirits and at peace with herself, with us, and with her maker, right up to the end.

Now five months after, I shall have to come back to the reality of life as we are experiencing it now and as I surf the web and really follow the news about our world I don’t know where to begin to share what exactly with you! Is it about the flat earth theory?! or about the immigrants and the systematic destruction of western Europe? about religions and Islam specifically which is spreading like a virus? about the extinction of the human race or about humans colonising another planet? or about robots and cyborgs? or about Trump being the US President? What a nightmare! I know that there are also good news, that many good people are constructive and doing many good deeds but one has to look hard to find the good news. I wonder why that is. You see with all my wisdom and all my knowledge, my lifelong spiritual work and meditations etcetera I am as vulnerable as everybody else. I am being overpowered with the negativity of our world. I have been shaken to the core by my latest traumatic experience. But we have to face our reality and not live in denial always being politically correct. I don’t see how that can help.

I think that I have found just the right video on youtube that I would like to share with you. See my next post……

12 June, 2016

 

 

 

 

The Prophecies from the Heart

Drunvalo Melchizedek

Here’s a video that might be of interest to you. It’s Drunvalo Melchizedek talking about God, Kundalini and the Flower of Life, about creation, feelings and geometry. Find the time, get a cup of coffee or tea, relax and listen.

 

Masaru Emoto and Water Crystals!

Today I received a message and a video in my e mail box that reminded me of something that I had forgotten about and I’d like to share this with you. Dr. Masaru Emoto is a Japanese author and entrepreneur who is President of the International Water for Life Foundation, a non-profit organisation based in Oklahoma in the US. He believes that energies or vibrations can change water physically and structurally. You can read all about his work on the web. The Scientific community apparently is not happy with nor acknowledge his experiments. What else is new! Right?

Dr. Emoto’s book The Hidden Messages of Water was a New York Times bestseller. This was way back in 1999 and I bought his book immediately after I read about him. I am definitely one of his fans. Ever since then I am more aware of water and how I drink it and use it. Soon after I read his book I invited him to come to give a presentation in Switzerland but for whatever reason this never happened at the time. Although Dr. Emoto and his message about water has many followers, he is still having a problem with scientists who are still unable to wrap their brain around this idea. For me personally it makes total sense.

Dr. Emoto says that water is a blueprint for our reality, which can change with a single, positive thought. All it takes is faith, if you’re open to it. He also says that human consciousness has an effect on the molecular structure of water. He shows this by observing crystals in water. You can read about this in detail if you’re interested here.

We know our bodies contain anything from 50% – 75% water, depending on our age. We know that we are emotional beings. We know that water represents emotions. We also know that we are influenced by and react to sound, vibrations, words and environment. So what’s the difference if the water is in a glass or a lake?

Do you know that you can actually talk to a glass of water before you drink the water, you can send it waves of love for example, or you can write words of love or any attributes that you would like to have, always positive of course, and place a bottle, a glass or a jar of water on top of the note with the written words. I believe water has its own intelligence, as everything else has that is created in this complex and magnificent world that we live in.

Anyway do watch this video below and then decide whether you want to pursue this further, perhaps read one of Dr. Emoto’s books or surf the web for more upto date info about his research. Watch the crystals changing shape, sometimes looking like diamonds, and reaching perfect structures when the singer hits the high notes. It’s beautiful to watch. If that is not proof enough that the water is alive and reacting to sound then I don’t know what is.

I for one will follow Dr. Emoto on his Facebook and twitter so I don’t miss out on any new research that he does. And I shall quickly write a note to put on my desk, to place my glass of water on. A loving note that I want to give to myself.

Water crystal moving images exposed to a song of Madam Butterfly. Enjoy the beauty of the song and water crystals.

The Dancing Candy Floss Maker!

We had Candy Floss even in Baghdad when I was a kid! But this a far cry from how it was made and served. As exciting as it was then, this here just beats it. Using modern technology and lively music who can resist candy floss? I watched this and could literally taste the candy floss! Nowadays I think you can buy it only when its circus time or some other public fair. We used to have the candy floss makers standing on the road side the whole summer through! I love it.

https://www.facebook.com/video.php?v=10152925264914245&set=vb.96738939244&type=2&theater

“Weird Al” Yankovic – Word Crimes!

First e mail I received this morning from one of my gorgeous daughter, after I dragged myself out of bed wondered around in a daze then decided to see what’s in my e mail box and here it is! It woke me up, put a smile on my face, got me moving my butt in my chair, and then to clap my hands and move the rest of my lazy bones! Sure felt good. So I thought I’d share with you. Good for the soul, the body, emotions and brains to boot! So enjoy!
If they have this kind of teaching in schools everyone would grow up to be a genius!

“Weird Al” Yankovic’s new album “Mandatory Fun” out now on iTunes: http://smarturl.it/MandatoryFun

Masses in Mexico dancing!

I know its been a couple of years since this particular event but I just saw this for the first time. Wonderful to see masses dancing instead of fighting! Wouldn’t it be great if every city in the world did this for 3 minutes every day? Aren’t we all tired of news of killings and war? And this is in Mexico no less where crime also thrives! But the masses do want to live, dance, laugh, have fun and love! Not war! The only way to counteract hate is to spread love!

Look what a little generosity of a coin can produce!

A little girl gave a musician a coin and look what she got in return! After my last post with the poor kids creating their own orchestra out of garbage, I thought its just as uplifting to watch grown ups musicians creating music with real instruments. I hope all those little deprived materially kids (but oh so wealthy in spirit) grow up to own beautiful instruments to make beautiful music to uplift the spirits of everyone around them. I am hoping that some millionaire with yachts and rolls royces saw that video and was overwhelmed with the spirit of generosity to give each one of those kids real musical instruments plus scholarships to study is some musical academy. Their entrepreneurial creative spirit needs to be rewarded grandly. Isn’t that a nice thought to put out to the universe?

Send out healing energies and LIGHT to flood through all those poor souls who are creating so much havoc in the world, so much misery to innocent souls.

Enjoy the music and have a wonderful day!